I don’t have to retake my U.S. Government class, which is great news, but I do have to retake my math class, which sucks. I signed up for the class again with a different professor and she has a really good rating so hopefully the class is easier to pass the second time around. Now I might be in jeopardy of losing my Bright Futures Scholarship which is a ton of money to lose so I have to go to Valencia today and see what I have to do to keep it. I’m also going to be taking probably another 2 classes in the summer to bring up my gpa. So in total I’ll be taking 3 classes this summer which is full time so fuck my life. At least now my semester doesn’t start until June 19th instead of May 8th.

Definitely not ready to present my final today. Even though it’s on fun. and Barlights and I know everything about them and the song, I just really hate presenting and I could throw up right now just thinking about it.

Just bs-ed a flawless english paper. I take pride in these 30 minutes wastes of time. 

ugh tomorrow is my last day of spring break.

I’m really bummed, this was the best week I’ve had in so long and I’m just not ready to go back to my boring, average, going-nowhere routine of a life. 

Ah shit I don’t know what class to take for summer other than my math one. I really just need a bullshit class…I really don’t want to do any work I’m only taking 2 classes so I can still get financial aid and I want to enjoy my summer. My mom isn’t home and I’m really bad at making decisions so this is a lot harder than it needs to be.

I wish I was talented so I could just drop out of college and be in a band or act or do anything other than homework. I seriously hate everything about it and I’m only in my second semester. 

This 7 hour gap between my classes on Friday is really nice. I know I complain about how it’s such a waste of time but ugh it’s really helpful. I already finished typing my paper, now I can enjoy a nice breakfast, maybe take a mini nap, yeah good stuff.

9 days until I can pick my mother fucking classes for next semester.

I will not have another shitty schedule like this semester. 

I’m still waiting on my financial aid money

Apparently I don’t get it until I attend my last class- on October 5th.

It’s not my fucking fault I don’t start that class until October, you’re fucking administration is the one who dropped me from all of my other damn classes and when I had to sign up for new classes, they were all flex start and started a month after everything else. Fuck I need money, that’s why I applied for these god damn loans in fucking January.

I don’t know what time my classes are.

The only thing atlas shows me is my humanities class starting at 9, but it won’t show me the others.

That’s cool, because I’m not stressed enough as it is.